Random blog! This was one of the best weekends I’ve had in a while… then again every weekend I spend with the bf turns out to be great, even if all we do is hang out. My cousins had a BBQ/Pool party on Saturday… had an awesome time. I remember we used to be so close when I was little… I think we will be again. Me and Paige are still so alike. Spent Saturday and Sunday...
Met Buddy from Senses Fail tonight.
He’s rad. & he knows Alex Gaskarth… #winning. haha. It’s nice meeting people that have a genuine love for music and are doing it for all the right reasons.
This is why I don't do this.
I analyze way too much.
You have to be happy by yourself before you can be...
"Don't take 'no' for an answer, because 'no' is...
just in reference to pursuing a music career. :)
I should keep my emotions in check.
At least until you tell me the things I need to hear. But then again, that’s what love is right? Taking chances? And I’m more than willing to take a chance on you. Gah. Keeel me.
I had a good day.
Actually… work was bad… but ohwell. Showbiz went great, John liked my song. :) I left there very inspired. So, sometimes you just gotta bite the bullet and do the right thing, even if it doesn’t seem 100% right and you’ve got your fears and doubts. If it doesn’t work out, it’s just another lesson learned. So, me and my mom are on talking terms again....
my songwriting is getting betterrrrr.
you S U C K.
I love how you have absolutely nothing better to do than bother me and instigate and start drama. First of all, everything you wind up saying doesn’t even have a smidget of truth in it. You don’t know the story, and even if you did, it’s NONE of your business. What a loser. It’s so funny. Whatever… I mean really, I don’t know if you noticed but nobody cares...
i missmissmiss my bf.
Well, that turned into a song.
A good one too… haha.
I guess I'm just afraid.
What if you just get so used to the distance that you don’t miss me anymore? What if you stop feeling the way you feel, and don’t want this anymore? Will you at least tell me? I guess at times I’m just a little unsure of how you feel… but I guess that’s just how it works. If it was easy and perfect, life would be boring. So, I guess it’s okay to be afraid.
I miss you.
It’s gonna be a long week. :(
Maybe you were the best I ever had, but you're...
You were the only person I was in a relationship with, of course I had nothing to compare it to. Get off your high horse, arrogance is extremely unattractive.
I don't understand people sometimes.
I just don’t get it… Whatever. Moving on. I mean.. what can you do really?
working on a new song..
and I’m super excited about this one. Wasted time, wasted time, that I won’t waste anymore. And don’t call out my name ‘cause it’ll never be the same, and dont you come, don’t coming looking for me.
You can't keep pushing everyone away, especially...
Too bad I can’t take my own advice.
’Cause lately I’m not dreaming, so what’s the point of sleeping? It’s just that at night I’ve got nowhere to hide.
I’m absolutely speechless. Good things happen to good people. I guess there really are some nice people in the world.
Nobody oversees my life except ME. I don’t need anybody and I don’t owe anybody anything. It’s not easy, but it’s the only way I know how to live. Everything might be falling apart right now, but I’m gonna put it all back together. Watch me.
You never know how strong you are, until being...
fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou. That’s why I don’t trust anyone, or take anything from anyone, or expect anything… ever. People always let you down and screw you over. I don’t appreciate being manipulated, what happened was totally unforgivable. Whatever. You live and learn, all you can do is move on and keep going. They say that good things come to an end so something better can...
People come and go, but with that I've learned...
Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with someone special. It’s for those who know a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.
We've all been hurt. We've all had our heart...
See, the funny thing is that I don’t give two shits what anybody has to say about my decisions. Go find something better to do with your time. :) kthankssss.
I guess all I can do is wait it out.
If you feel the same you’ll let me know soon enough, right? If you don’t, I guess I’ll just have to move on… otherwise I’ll only be hurting myself. I really hope for the first, and I do honestly think it will come with time, but I’m a big girl and I can face the music if it doesn’t happen..
I don't know how you do it..
but you do it. and I’m lovin’ every second… ;)
Trying to rework a song. Not easy.
And I only had one day to do it. crap.
I'm not really sure about this life I'm living...
Lower than low.
I can't believe I said all those things.
I just hope they were worth being said.
“I have great faith in you…I don’t know where your life will take you, but it will be good.” That means a lot.
“Look hard at who you are allowing into your life before you blame them for not being what you expect.” -ZS
I just can't catch a fucking break.
I don’t know anymore. I really just don’t know. I don’t understand.
when someone causes problems for other people, but then they play the victim when caught. ha.
Oh and by the way, since you're talking shit...
Enough with the drama, please.
Everyone needs to mind their own business and live their own lives. I’m gonna do what I want regardless, so you’re only wasting your time. My happiness is a billion times more important than your opinion.
Lost in stereo.
She works for the weekend, mixed tape of her favorite bands tearing up the radio, lost in the stereo sound. ♥
my debt stresses me out.
beyond belief. think it’s time to look for a better job… again.
All Time Low
just announced tour dates.. and they’re coming to NJ. I just orgasm’d, hard. ♥