July 2012
Me: babyyy
: babes
: hey handsome
: :-*
Him: I can't wait to hit my bed.
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k yeah whatever love you too forget it who even cares nevermind -_-
Okay that’s it. I give up. Done trying.
Seriously what’s the point.
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Today is one of those days where I really just need to lay in bed and listen to music and make sense of all the jumble in my head.
But nope.
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Starting to wonder if I’m ever going to feel right. My anxiety is through the roof again.
“I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the words that will haunt...”
– Taylor Swift
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Bittersweet.
So guess who just called me? Russ. At first we were just chatting about work, daily stuff, etc., and then he kept hinting at something and I knew what it was.
R: So uh… anything new? At all? Me: Not really. Work, music, new job… stuff we just talked about. R: …Any boyfriends maybe? Me: Yeah actually. R: So, who is he?* *We chat about that for a little bit and then move on* R:...
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Every time (and I mean every time) someone asks my mom’s bf how he is doing, his reponses are along the lines of: “Not good” or “Terrible, I don’t have money anymore” or “Nothing’s going right”.
You’re the one who put yourself there, and regardless of what you’re dealing with… responding that way doesn’t make people...
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I can’t hold onto this anymore. I know I wasn’t holding onto much but I still haven’t been able to full let it all go… and it’s time.
Maybe one day you’ll look back and think about me, maybe not. I hope wherever you are and wherever you end up in life, that you are happy beyond your wildest dreams.
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“Without deviation from the norm, progress is not possible.”
– Frank Zappa
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I take a step back, let you go. I told you I'm not...
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